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I wish to pause the time,just finished lovely Bat Kut teh dinner in Zoey's claypot,as i am in Malaysia.Just finished chatting with Siew Wen and lovely Raj,miss them and those time in UK so much,so happy and no need to think about anything.Now is movie time,hope everyday will be this wonderful.
Thanks Yiyi for kept replying my mail though she's so busy,so lucky to have her to advise me in relationship issue,i am lucky!!!
Finally i chat with Siew Wen through skype today for almost an hour,though i just talked to her last week,not even a week yet,but i felt like already so long.Though everyday we email each other,and she did sms me from time to time,but still can't feel the happiness after talking.I miss her so much,i wish to see her soon.I don't know when but really wish really soon.
I felt things are so different,felt like so long didn't talk to Er Jie,Ming may be due to they are busy moving house.I did talk to dad and mum because i called their mobile phone normally.I cook steam pork ribs today,of course not as good as home cook one,but i wish that i could cook all the food for Siew Wen.She must be missing home,this little girl that don't really care about her own meal.
I am pretty lucky to be brought up like this,i knew and i will try for what i want to eat and do,now i am still lagging behind in my studies,but i need to make sure i do what am i supposed to,others all could leave me,but not my knowledge,once i know something,that will be forever in my brain,it will turns into money in future,so i must keep this in mind to make sure i go forward,don't let anything dragged me backwards.
I wish all that didn't happen,but at the same time i enjoyed those which happened,but the same words,i got no regret for what i have done....
September 2009-First month of my final year of medical school.So many things had happen,happenning month.Left London came back to Ukraine,crying in the tube even before reaching Heathrow,both of us pretend that we don't see each others crying.
After that,got my mummy's parcel through CH on 3rd of September.Lucky me like i am still in Malaysia,i got so many things,Green Vegetables,Hong Bak,Arca,"chai Boi" by Yi Lek and meat ball by Ah Bo,Durian cake from Uncle Sin Tiong's wife.So many things,mooncake,fruits,all kind of vegetables,fish cake and fish ball, that i have.I am so so so lucky,that's the only thing i could say.
I cook my favourite 'Lao huang gua' soup but not as nice as those my house cook one:( Ingredients to cook as below:
090909 i went out with special friend and got a really good night out,i felt myself like a princess,it's so good being loved!!!
We had BBQ to clear the charcoal!!!My favourite bbq mashmallow,i love it!!!
We had raya Celebration,me and my wished to do watermelon basket by CH.Thanks CH for doing the great job:)THanks a lot!!!
Jonathon,Soon Kie,Phui Lim,CH,Alvin and I went out for early moon cake celebration.We had pink fish,pork and also "Spud" salad.It's good!!!
Today is just fun,just comfortable,is like those time i was in London,except missing Siew Wen,today i woke up,rearrange my wardrobe,then had breakfast,surfing internet,go jogging,went out to have dinner with friends.It's just comfortable and fun day...wish that everyday could be like that but mission impossible....
Time to study again,it's already a month since we came back,another 9 months to go,better treasure time to study....
Never dreamt of i will become the gossip of CSMU,what a joke,but anyway dare to do,dare to bear the consequences.Don't know how things gonna be,but just treasure today and now!!!
Today's the 7th year 1st day of my life in Ukraine,yesterday we were here for 6 year,when i told everyone,people will say that's fast.But every year,every season,every month,every day,there were and there are going to have different stories for us.A resulotion that never change,i need to be slim and i need to study hard to be a smart doctor to save life.This have been putting have a resolution since the day i flew to Tasmania till Simferopol,how far have i did?Seriously,fears,anxious,tears,reliefness,all of them i have gone through,thanks for all the buddies that made my life in Ukraine easier,without you all,i hardly could gone through this 6 years.I really thank God for letting us knew all of them!!!
Today is 1st day of another new year that i stayed in Ukraine.I shall made this year a useful and memorable one:)
Suddenly felt that i am back to the old me,those thing that i used to do with Ivy and Vinvie,making sushi for no reason,no special reason,we just do it because we want to eat them out of sudden,remembered that spontaneouly we had steamboat without saying that even a day before,that was really fun.I really miss those time.
Today Ing Lee came and met me at Privoz,we went for marketing,this girl wanna make sushi.I thought her how,i felt like i am back to a younger me,a girl that never think so much,i enjoyed myself talking and laughing with her,suddenly felt that do i need other things beside all this.I missed my mum and dad so much.Tomorrow will be their 31 anniversary,i wonder how to maintain this 31 year marriage,i just wonder how???I see them always happily talking,there are arguement but yet will be over very fast!!I wish i could have the same one:)
Can love be forever beautiful?WIthout hestitaing the answer is no,i knew this clearly,but again being pampered is nice but if an oversensitivity that caused problem just would say no to LOVE......It's really an knowledge to know what to do and what to say at what time,so many WH question in my mind!!!
This week is 4th week of 6th year,it's already a month i came back.So many things that need to go back to plan!!!
Today i cook chicken rice for Zoey,Suan,Jonathon,PL,Alvin and CH.Everything is still the same is just that ther person who helps is different.A person that walked me to hostel,walked me back.The feeling is just so different:)
Just wondering when is the right time to say yes,i knew so many things had been lagged behind,my studies and my diet,2 most important things for my 6th year=final year academic year of medical school.I am so happy that he is always there,so many things that have changed,he wants to go travel with me which i surprisingly happy with that.Thank you for all the pampered that you gave me,thank you for layan all my nonesense!!!Thanks for your appearance:)