Today is just fun,just comfortable,is like those time i was in London,except missing Siew Wen,today i woke up,rearrange my wardrobe,then had breakfast,surfing internet,go jogging,went out to have dinner with friends.It's just comfortable and fun day...wish that everyday could be like that but mission impossible....
Time to study again,it's already a month since we came back,another 9 months to go,better treasure time to study....
Never dreamt of i will become the gossip of CSMU,what a joke,but anyway dare to do,dare to bear the consequences.Don't know how things gonna be,but just treasure today and now!!!
Today's the 7th year 1st day of my life in Ukraine,yesterday we were here for 6 year,when i told everyone,people will say that's fast.But every year,every season,every month,every day,there were and there are going to have different stories for us.A resulotion that never change,i need to be slim and i need to study hard to be a smart doctor to save life.This have been putting have a resolution since the day i flew to Tasmania till Simferopol,how far have i did?Seriously,fears,anxious,tears,reliefness,all of them i have gone through,thanks for all the buddies that made my life in Ukraine easier,without you all,i hardly could gone through this 6 years.I really thank God for letting us knew all of them!!!
Today is 1st day of another new year that i stayed in Ukraine.I shall made this year a useful and memorable one:)
Suddenly felt that i am back to the old me,those thing that i used to do with Ivy and Vinvie,making sushi for no reason,no special reason,we just do it because we want to eat them out of sudden,remembered that spontaneouly we had steamboat without saying that even a day before,that was really fun.I really miss those time.
Today Ing Lee came and met me at Privoz,we went for marketing,this girl wanna make sushi.I thought her how,i felt like i am back to a younger me,a girl that never think so much,i enjoyed myself talking and laughing with her,suddenly felt that do i need other things beside all this.I missed my mum and dad so much.Tomorrow will be their 31 anniversary,i wonder how to maintain this 31 year marriage,i just wonder how???I see them always happily talking,there are arguement but yet will be over very fast!!I wish i could have the same one:)
Can love be forever beautiful?WIthout hestitaing the answer is no,i knew this clearly,but again being pampered is nice but if an oversensitivity that caused problem just would say no to LOVE......It's really an knowledge to know what to do and what to say at what time,so many WH question in my mind!!!
This week is 4th week of 6th year,it's already a month i came back.So many things that need to go back to plan!!!
Today i cook chicken rice for Zoey,Suan,Jonathon,PL,Alvin and CH.Everything is still the same is just that ther person who helps is different.A person that walked me to hostel,walked me back.The feeling is just so different:)
Just wondering when is the right time to say yes,i knew so many things had been lagged behind,my studies and my diet,2 most important things for my 6th year=final year academic year of medical school.I am so happy that he is always there,so many things that have changed,he wants to go travel with me which i surprisingly happy with that.Thank you for all the pampered that you gave me,thank you for layan all my nonesense!!!Thanks for your appearance:)
Today i prepared dinner for Ing Lee,Suan and PL.The feelings is so different,i so used to do that last time for Ivy,Vinvie and Cheryl.Of course i do miss them a lot,i missed those fun that we cook together.But now they all are working in Surgery department,dealing with patient,no time even for resting.Wish them all the best.
The funny feeling about preparing food to someone,i felt like i don't really know how now.But i tried my best:PLong lost feeling and me the lost skilled chef:)
Interesting relationship between human,it's just too much to learn about human and human.....
I wish i could have forever holiday,i know it's a dream.I know this is a dream that never occured....Study,knowledge and medical knowledge that i need to know and cope with.....I need to go on par!!!
