Every mistake costs money,i am not really good luck in money sense recently.All the mistakes that i made costed my parent money.I must be extra careful.I know i am not afford to do all these silly mistakes that cost my dad burden.I wish no more the third time.I am feeling really bad right now.No one can help me beside myself,haih:(
Every mistake costs money,i am not really good luck in money sense recently.All the mistakes that i made costed my parent money.I must be extra careful.I know i am not afford to do all these silly mistakes that cost my dad burden.I wish no more the third time.I am feeling really bad right now.No one can help me beside myself,haih:(
Spring,everyone is wearing such a bright colour,i love spring,i love seeing all those russian girls wearing sharp, striking colour combination of clothings.They looked so lively compared to winter.Spring-season for beauty,remembered when we studied in 2nd year,our Microbiology teacher told us that,during spring,women need not care about anything but just about beauty.Everyone is so cheerful and happy.The university compound is bloomed with flowers,at the road side,sitting old lady selling flowers.So beautiful.
A lot of people in love,my dearest friend is in love too,preparing for his future life,happy for him that he finally met someone that met his criteria.Hope to hear good news from him soon.
As for myself,spring--dieting season,so can wear beautifully,this spring somebody made it a bit different,being cared and pampared,that is so kind of him:)
Spring,everyone is wearing such a bright colour,i love spring,i love seeing all those russian girls wearing sharp, striking colour combination of clothings.They looked so lively compared to winter.Spring-season for beauty,remembered when we studied in 2nd year,our Microbiology teacher told us that,during spring,women need not care about anything but just about beauty.Everyone is so cheerful and happy.The university compound is bloomed with flowers,at the road side,sitting old lady selling flowers.So beautiful.
A lot of people in love,my dearest friend is in love too,preparing for his future life,happy for him that he finally met someone that met his criteria.Hope to hear good news from him soon.
As for myself,spring--dieting season,so can wear beautifully,this spring somebody made it a bit different,being cared and pampared,that is so kind of him:)
Last Tuesday,i was still in Amsterdam,taking DB train from Amsterdam to Dortmunt,but i missed the flight from Dortmunt to Kiev,i was in a horrible condition because i met nothing like this before this.Ming Hui was ok with it because this is the 3rd time she met situation like this.To me,i felt so guilty,spending extra unnecessary.I really felt so guilty over it.
In the end,Alvin help us to buy Wizz Air online fly from Cologne to Kiev at 6.25pm,reach Kiev at 10.25pm.We haven't decide how to come back to Simferopol from Kiev.Both of my phones run out of battery,both battery running low.I got to charge my phone for a while in Cologne airport.But that doesn't last me even an hour.Alvin and CH were so busy at home,helping us to check the information about how to get back to Simferopol.I felt really grateful to have this 2 housemates,Mei Ting and Ming Hui are so envy of me,they said they(Al and CH) are like my siblings,even closer than siblings(this one of course not,i still love you all more,Ming and Wen,hehe),of course they do help me a lot through out my university life.They help me in my studies,in every exam,in daily life,in relationship,i am so grateful to know them.
In the end,we decided to rush to train station and catched a train at 00.46 from Kiev,we are supposed to reach in Simferopol at 4.07,again 'lucky' us,the train delayed again.The train journey took us 18 hours,i reached Simferopol at 6 something.CH and Sook Har were waiting for me at the railway station,of course i felt so heart warming,it's really felt like reaching home.Home with pork knuckle,steam eggs and also green cabbage plus carrot.I felt myself is lucky.
At the same time,Alvin kept on teasing me about spending that extra money to come back from Cologne.I felt so bad over it.But everyone was telling,you reached here safely,that is the most important thing.I guess they are right.
The trip worth the money,i love the tulip so much.This is my second time to Amsterdam.The first time i went was in year 2004 Decemeber,i went with CH and Alvin.We count down to year 2005 at Harleem.Everything still look the same in the Amsterdam city center,the only different are the people going with me,this time are 3 girls who loves flower go and see tulips in Keukenhoff.I had fun.How i wish Siew Wen were with me.But too bad,she has exam.
So happy to see her in the airport,poor her waited for so long in Stansted aiport,my flight was delayed from Oslo,London Stansted is so big.I can't wait to see Siew Wen,but others are so tired and walked so slow.So i had no choice.It took me an hour from touching down,to aerotrain,to passport control.I felt like why is it so long,i want to meet Siew Wen faster,can't it be faster?She is so happy to see us,i hugged her so tightly,so did her.i understood that a hug showed that how much one person is being missed.She brought us noodles which is fried by Jane.It's really nice,got 2 types,spicy and non spicy.3 of us finished up the fried noodles so fast,i ate the most i think:P
We chit chatted and having things exchange session.Then both of us too tired and felt asleep.Poor little girl,got such a warm and nice bed to sleep but don't want to,in the end sleep in the airport with her sister in cold,try to warm her up but i got nothing,not even a bigger towel.Wen,thanks for coming,i am so happy to see you.As you know,i am so unwillingly to go in for departure.After going in,i felt so sad,there is no passport control inside,if i knew,i will be with you longer, if not due to you and Ming Hui rushing me off.I won't be going in so soon,i will wait till last minute.At that moment,i was angry with myself,why do i promise to help people to buy thing,or else you need not to be alone till 7am,another 2 hours to go,what you gonna do there alone,the night before were already 2 hours plus while you waited for us to come out.I am so sorry and felt so grateful to have such a lovely sister.Thank you,Wen!!!
This tuesday,i am in Simferopol,back to books,soon exam will be coming in June.Wen will be having her 3rd paper tomorrow.Wish her all the best!!!
What is important to me?The 1st answer would be my family,now if asked me to rearrange,top 2,i need to shuffle between studies and family.Both are important.Both can be look upon at the same time i am sure.I am a person who had too much of stories behind before i ended up in Ukraine and being a medical student.I appreciate how my parent supported me,how my friends supported me,but there's something that i lack of,confidence,myself,i am lost,i am a lost goat that need to be strong again.
For currently,priorities are:
1.Study and family
2.Diet(normal BMI)
3.A better person
4.....
5...
So many things that i am reluctant with,but i know i have no turing back,i have no choice to go back,time doesn't let me be back anymore.I must proceed my life,I want to be a doctor,i want to give the best to my parent.I want to give them easy life,i want them to be comfortable,i want them to be proud of me,so only 1 way,study hard and work hard so can give them the best!!!!
What i am doing now????
Yiyi was telling me,you all must appreciate your parents,nobody knows that when will anyone be leaving,but we must appreciate and treasure them.I wish to tell my younger sisters and brother that parent couldn't be with us forever,must learn to be independent!!!Cannot always be in comfort zone that,when somethig bad happen,we wouldn't be facing it,so sisters and brother,be independent!!!
Next friday this time i will be hugging Siew Wen to sleep in London Stansted airport,really can't wait for that time to come,i know it would be a tiring journey but i am sure nothing could come more excited to meet your love one.
I can't wait to meet her next week:)
Will-what a person one,i want to be in normal BMI range,if someone who want to gain weight,must do their part as well,not taking care of ourselves is just something not right to do,making our parent worry.Want to be slimmer or fatter,it's not easy at all,both of them need your own detemination and effort!!!
Wish everyone good luck:)
I am a bit upset,sometime i really salute myself,where comes all my patience,from cooking to preparing every single thing,for not saying a word sometime when i am not happy,i wasn't like that,at home i am being pampared and i will say everything i want at least to say my voice of heart,i really don't know what is happening, and had been scolding for no reason,i didn't say anything,did i????
Got a sms from a friend of mine,telling that life is short,we don't know when ourselves will be leaving,but we have the best memory together,we have won the process,this make life beautiful and no regret.Sorrow never weaken us like seagull fly through winter,raining and windy just to get to the destiny.I wish i could be seagull,as brave as they do.For now being,i knew that,if anything happened,mum and dad will be worry for us,but future,how it gonna be??Really wish that my siblings know what they are doing,especially my youngest brother,stop making mum and dad worry.They are old enough,boy!!!
