Mission of life

  What do i want in my life?Being smart?Being pretty?Being slim?Being kind?i know the answer well,i want to be someone smart and slim,can i be greedy,?I want both of these,i want to be slim and smart.Exams coming in 11 days time.So many things to input and i felt my brain space is too small to fit in everything.How can others be so calm,i am really scared.I am wishing for a pass but with knowledge in my brain,so when i started working next time,i will be facing less problem.Being able to have knowledge in the brain,beside reading still reading to have knowledge.

 Gaining a lot of weight over this week,what had i done previously just fly off,i have putting on weight just over one week.How could this be so easy,but be frankly to admit,it is my craving mouth that non stop eating carbohydrates,a lot of cakes,eating non stop,that's the problem.Haih,why this so happen???If there is something in life,like a sport person,like a dancer,for sure they won't be like that,they need to be slim,even though they craving for carbohydrate foods,but they still continue dancing to burn the calories off,so this is the different:(.

  I am badly craving for sweet things,but i didn't go jogging and also yoga,eating and sitting and studying.This is bad!!!!Either reduce food or either do exercise???i must do so!!!