Long long chat

   Today it is very very cold,it's snowing while i am walking back,when the snow touch the floor,it metls straight away because there are sunshine.Such a fragile snow....But the snow kept on blowing and blowing,after came back,i had a long long chat with Ann Gie,i am so happy,both of us haven't been talking online for so long,at least i knew what she thinks recently,she kept on emphesized that please enjoy your univeristy life,please appreciate them,I guess everyone who already started working will feel the same.

   I am enjoying myself right now,but i just feel that i am getting older and older,i don't like going out during weekend,i prefer to be at home,living on my own pace,do whatever i want,cleaning,baking,surfing,etc...

  I chatted with Khong Ming as well,i knew he takes me as his really really best friend,he really wish that i could attend his wedding,i wish i could do so too,as he said,if God can provide me more money and more time,i am sure i can attend,the better is he,the more gulity i will feel,i really don't want to regret,i regretted not meeting him in Germany in his last 3 years Europe trip,i almost had done so,but due to economic reason,i gave up,i don't want to add up my parent's burden,so in the end i felt so wasted,regret.I really don't wish that the same thing will happen to me,is his wedding,once in a life time,me as his best friend,what could i do more for him???

 Saying about regret,i regret i always like to drag my thing last minute,i regret doing Siew Wen's invitation slow,i regret i never do it once i came back,if not for sure now she can already bought her ticket,then she will be very happy and more motivated to study for her coming exam,i am such a lousy sister,what can i do,if compare to my er jie,i think i am far lack behind,she did her decision fast,she knew her direction of moving forward,this is what i will never learn,i must learn to be better and better!!!