Went out today after class with a purpose. Then it turn out was a get away for me. Things always turn out to be surprise if you never plan for it. I had a wonderful time - with foods, a little alcohol and chat.... It make the cold weather felt better then it suppose to be!
Today our sir offer a interesting task to one of us in the group. It sounded like the one who willing to take the task will be able to go home earlier after finishing the task. It struck me. I want it. It's so not me to get off in the middle of class. But i just felt for it. But sir offer someone else in the group before i was in time to raise up my hand. And it turn out to be a scam. Yes, SCAM....The fellow need to go to university to hand in some document and in return he will get a stack of document back to pass back to our sir. Free labour + self paid transportation.......Wahahhaha...Luckily I'm not in time to raise my hand. Moral of the story is, not everything look like candy is sweet...wahahha
Count down for 2 more days....
i had a GREAT wonderful & memorable 25th birthday that one could ever ask for.
happy + sad because we all know that it was going to be the last celebration together for each of our respective birthdays.
im so grateful to be surrounded by really great friends.
there were so many surprises and i was practically soaring above the skies.
i have yet to upload my pics + the whole story from head to toe.
i will do it this weekend after cardiology cycle.
i still havent finish writing my cardio diaries + drugs!
dead.
I didn't realize that I'm going back so soon. At least it comes at the right time. I need to run away from this place.....I seriously need.....
Cardiology posting will be ending on this Thursday. I love when it end. Don't get me wrong, i love cardiology just that so many things happen in my life that i need a break. At least no stress from studies....
It's sad to know others is suffering. A friend told me about his problems. I don't know how to give a practical advice beside comforting him that everything will be alright. And eventually i see myself as the person he has problems with. Am i such a ***whole to others? I'm so afraid that I'm. And i can't deny that in fact in some sense I'm. The person that i need to apologize is him. I don't know how to express my regret and sorry. If you reading this and you think you are the person, I'm sorry for my act. I mean it really....
Today is out last Sunday service at Sevastopolskaya. I will miss that place so much, I'm sure. At least is a church building, not the reading hall in a hostel. i hope we can go back there by May 2010 before i graduate. June ( a Medical Missionary in Fedosia) came to share with us in the service. I'm so touch by the words of God that came out form her mouth. A different approach of seeing how God want our life to be. How God want to break our life to different little small pieces so that others can get the blessing too. I'm thinking, am i ready to be broken?
and let me play along the stars.
im in love with this song the olivia ong version.
olivia ong's voice is so smooth and dreamy that it kinda tranquilizers you.
it makes you feel really relaxed.
imagine yourself sitting alone in a cafe on a rainy day having a cup of coffee.
Wow....it's December....Can't really imagine time pass this fast. I'm entering the 4th month of my final year. Currently I'm so busy with school. The class last almost half a day, minus time to eat, sleep n rest, that will be my study time. Kinda pack i would say. But it's good, at least we're doing something.
Did i mention I'm still having my cardiology with Smuglov? Yes, he's a very responsible teacher i would put it this way. We will have MCQ from starting of the class, the ECG interpretation, written test, then we will go to our patient for clerking. After that we will have bed side discussion. That's not all, he then will give us some notes and some Q&A session. Everyday we will have different things to do. The concentration level have to really be 100%. Kinda tired after class i would say.
I'm leaving soon to Malaysia. I mean soon because i don't really know exactly when I'm flying. Although i got my ticket, I'm thinking of changing it to earlier flight. I'm still waiting for the reply from the travel agent. It seems that the date that i want to fly don't have the class that I'm flying. Well, student - the cheapest class :p
Well, at least, i have my another problems solve that i can go home with peace, i hope!! Cross finger everything will go well.
A talented Singer Taylor Swift. Currently I'm listening to her album. It's a great one! I knew I'm a bit outdated wahahah.
Just now a random thought came across my mind....
Quality or Quantity - Which one is more important?
Quality reading is better than how many books you have read
Quality chat is better than numbers of nonsense conversation
Quality movie make you recall the seance and plot, rather then a rubbish movie that you'll forget easily
Then i think Quality is more important for me right now!!
I don't need a lot of time or things or people...
I just need a right time, right place, right atmosphere, right person, right whatever.....Just good quality....
holidays are officially ending.
a nightmare for me because then i'd have to readjust my sleep.
i just woke up at 11pm after a short nap & i guess it will keep me up tonight.
i dont think im going to sleep tonight .
probably will stay up reading and then go cook myself a hearty breakfast when the electric stoves start working at 9am.
i'll go to bed maybe at 10pm tonight like a good , loveable child.